well ppl my xanga effed up. so i ve had to resort to getting a new xanga...sorry kids.

k its...www.xanga.com/LostXinXChaosX

7 weeks left on monday....

so u guys are effin up on the commenting...i dont really care tho...im tryin to get a new email so i can get a myspace...cuz i got a myspace and i didnt kno what i was doing....so i deff. forgot my password and ur only allowed to have one...ya that sucks.

ne ways. crts are like next week i really dont care, besides the fact that i might not get to drive or id have to spend another year in middle school that would jsut be effed up maan.

winter dline is gone...im back to watching movies to waste time...thats sad isnt it? life is over and i start to realize things that make me angry and depressed cuz i dont have ne thing else to do. so yeah

ACTUAL drumline tryouts are in a couple of weeks, i doubt ill make it cuz i suck. but the clinic will hopefully be fun. ya "sweating and marching and playing? u call that fun?" umm yes i do...im a nerd.

well newayz ppl thats all i have besides i luv u all...and starbucks.

ish

here's my spring pic. its not that good but if u've ever seen ne other pics of mine youd think this one's the best.

8 weeks of school left.

well ppl. we got disqualified. thats it. but u kno. that doesnt matter. if we hadnt gotten disqualified...exhibition woulda sucked. so im happy we got disqualified.

on the tarp we were marching and playing and stuff...well u could just fell the vibrance and energy running through us as a family. it was truly amazing.

and after wards when we were all outside dancing and stuff. it was great. we are so together now. 3 weeks ago everything was a mess. now its just like floating. its amazing.

thanks guys. heart was all over the place in that gym on april 1st.  and every 1 luved it. i luv u all. no joke. see u all at band camp.

lilish...

went to state yesterday.

we got disqualified... but hey we got to march exhibition and we got to do our hair and makeup. it was great. we pumped up the crowd before we went on. that was fun. we marched sooo good though. it was the best we'd ever done. and especially since it was the last time. it was amazing. then we played a "fun" game out in the parking lot for like 20 min. that was really fun. and then yes we got back at not 2:00 in the morning but 3:00 in the morning bcuz its daylight savings. wow? yay! but the thing that gets me down is its over. never again until next year. but there was something about this year being so great for our first time. idk. im just really bummed. it was deff. a great experience.

i woke up at 3:00 today. hmhm. yup

and am i the knew person to laugh at, is there something wrong w/me that makes ppl not like me? idk i could handle in the beginning when just a few ppl made fun of me a bit. but now its just like all the time. idk i guess ill get over it, and sure lots of other ppl get made fun of its just now i kno how they feel...im gonna try not to make fun of ppl. u dont kno what it feels like or how annoying it is until u've experienced it.

i luv u all, brittany, brittany, t.j., freshie, cameron, ryan, peter, andrew, reefer, eryn, claire, shelby, lucas, joe, nancy, eric, jackie, t.j., david, samie, robby, matt, anD MAREN!! if i forgot u im sorry but i dont think i did.

and also...travis, walker, ashley, josh, ms. C it couldnt have happened w/out them. and parents.

ttylppl

ish

ok

got a new sn its: here0takemyheart. simple as that.

well ppl life is pretty much the same...boring 

winter dlines last rehearsal and we didnt even get to pracitce (stupid little kid wrestlers) dude there was this little kid with a shaved head and a RED MOHAWK!! it was freaky. ive never seen a goth kid under the age of 10 it was amazing.

i found a new band...every 1 has prolly heard bout it allready but I just found out about it...Panic at the disco...mmmmm it even sounds cool. saw one of their music videos at FALL OUT BOY and like its awesome.

drumline clinique is pretty soon. ya im not doing marching band maan. too hard... (hehe *nervous laugh*) APRIL FOOLS. well pretty close. i wouldnt  give up marching band for the world.

so ive been hanging out w/drumline/ band kids and when u go to preppy middle schoolers, u start to realize how mean they are. ugh. hard to explain...dang just hurting feelings all over the place, it's terrible.no theyre not hurting my feelings but these certian ppl ive noticed theyve been just brutal in making fun of them...just heartless...it is sad, i thought they were nice... i cant believe i was blind until now!!! thank God im saved. well that was a really long and unmeaningful post but hey...i luv u guys!

ish

ok.

summer is here....which means...xanga is over. well basically the computer is over. i am going to try to spend more time outside enjoying the blistering heat that has come too early...good bye every 1...

well the sun is shining in march...thats like too early.

winter dline ends on saturday...i might cry.

its really hard to think of ne thing to say.

the entire middle school hates me...haha its kinda funny.

oh well tho im done w/middle school. 1 month and like a 1/2!! yay!! im countin....im countin.

ya there's really not much i can say.

CRT's are cumin up...1 teacher is goin crazy, the other is like calm and helping us out and were behind, and the other teachers arent doing a thing...hehe yay were allll gonna fail!!!

Mrs. Wheeler is the best teacher on team B. or is it just english...oh well. dang now im rambling. talk 2 every1 later

ish